hello. hello. i’m laura and i write this blog. i have had a tough week and i have not been here – to be completely honest with you, i haven’t wanted to be here.
let’s begin with the pressure of a three hour final exam – add low blood pressure into the mixing pot, you will then have a powerful combination.
the kind of combination that causes a student (whom has the highest marks in her class) to close the paper 45 minutes into a three hour exam. i tried to finish but i admitted that i couldn’t finish even through i wanted too.
i have moments when i think to myself … “could i have finished even though i felt weak?” and “i did the right thing, i listened to my body and i’m really happy i did that” – these were only a few things that have been going through my head this week.
i have applied for special consideration.
now i must remember — i will not fail the course. i have a perfect attendance, my lecturers think very highly of me and i’m confident that the board will see that and act accordingly, i just have to wait and see.